Not too sure....

I don't actually have anything specific to write about. I have a tummy ache. You think I would have learned my lesson from eating so late last night, but no, I am a repeat offender! What is it that causes people to make the same mistakes repeatedly anyway. Do we think that the same consequences won't occur this time? Or maybe we get so caught up in the here in now that the consequences don't even cross our mind, or when they do, we push them out and try to convince ourselves that it is all worth it. It never really is. Sometimes I like to go back and read my journal and blogs to see what kinds of things I struggled with in the past. It is always nice when I realize that I have learned from my experiences. But, it is a bit discouraging when I am still struggling in the same areas. I think that is one benefit about writing about them though, it's much more concrete when things are written down. Easier to dissect and analyze. I'm big on that, analyzing things. Sometimes it is too much, but most of the time it helps me get through things. I usually find that when I look back and figure out why something happened, it's easier for me to figure out how not to let it happen again. Of course that doesn't always work, usually because I ignore what I have found to be true. Oh the perils of being human!

Well, that was a whole bunch of rambling. I think I'll stop now. Have a lovely rest of the week and weekend!